Starting anything we find interesting in life can be challenging. Here's why you should simply just start.
Just Start
The truth about human nature is we will say just about anything to make ourselves feel good. Even if that means just saying "I'm totally gonna start reading every night before bed tomorrow!", without actually taking any actionable plan to follow through on our own words. The goal is finding a way to make reading tomorrow night a reality. For example, you can set an alarm at 9:30 that shouts "Time to start reading." Just start.
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